بسم الله نعود

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم 

Dear new blog ...

hello and how are you ? hoping you are good 

as you know my old diary has been taken away from me by uncle google ... 

i was so devastated .. depressed and angry 

 i tried to restore it back and i couldn't 

and at last i gave up

here i shell tell you about my old friend ..my sanctuary..my beautiful  oasis

my serendipity 

dear new blog

my old blog was that beautiful person that hears me talking and talking with out saying a thing except smiling at my sad face

dear new blog

my old blog was my comfort and was my back against storms 

dear new blog

i have to tell you i can be really selfish some times and forget totally about you  

but  i will try to stay faithful to you ..only you

as the death of my friend had taught me how to appreciate things and look to them differently 

here by i promise 

to come and see you often as

! i need you i really need you

dear new blog

please love me , don't leave me alone

:) 

21/10/2014

 written with full tears 

هذيان.